I finally decided to see her this morning, after all I’ve promised to her and I always keep my promise. I didn’t talk much, she asked me jokingly where’s her birthday present and why I didn’t leave anymore cards or notes in her mailbox. I just smiled. She’s enjoying the attention right? I asked her how is she and why I didn’t hear anything from her for the past 4 days. She’s been saving her phone credits as she’s been on the phone and texting, perhaps with him. Before I left, I told her I’m off to Germany tonight. And as always I can’t stop myself from murmuring ‘Love you’ to her, as always she just smiled. I hope this will be the last time I say those words to her, this morning was my last cyanide capsule.
Yup I’m off to Germany later for some business while Ayu will be going to Aussie again tomorrow. I thought of leaving another note in her mailbox before I go later, but I’m still contemplating on what to say. I think I’ve said it all to her and I don’t think I have anything further to say. I just want to end it, I wish I don’t have to see her anymore, but I know I can’t unless I quit my job and work some place else!
So much for loving someone when we’re just a mere dust in her heart.
Cinta Is Love 
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July 17, 2007 at 7:03 am
touch-me-not
*SniFf* (Reach for box of tissues) this is so SaD!!!!!!
I’m tempted to camp out at the airport tonite just to see if ‘ayu’ is gonna send you off tonite… not that she will…but she just might?.. not that I know how either of you look like..
*hahahahahah*
hmmmmm sounds like ayu is a cabin crew… what other line of work makes people fly off that often for work in brunei….
oopsSssssyyyy
Habislah..
July 17, 2007 at 7:59 am
cintaislove
I don’t think she’ll send me off. I can bet you on that hehehe..
Cabin crew as in a stewardess? Wrong! Try again! hehehe… and I’m not a steward either.
July 17, 2007 at 8:25 am
me
sedih ku eyeh…sedih…..why…why do you have to do this to your self???!!!!!YYYYY?!!!!!
you r hurting your self again by doing that.!!!….hehe…majal…au deh…
Gud Luck Zul in leaving her some notes…lets just say that “if you r the one…you will be coming back to me no matter what’s the Obstacle that we need to go through”….:D
yours truly,
me
July 17, 2007 at 5:27 pm
touch-me-not
hehe… P/s- HopE you haD a gOod fLight!
July 17, 2007 at 6:13 pm
BeeZee
touch-me-not.. true.. true.. i have the same thought as urs. the only work that makes people fly so often is either cabincrew (yupe, steward/stewardess) or the pilots. other business.. ermm.. not that often.. cintaislove and ayu seems to fly off almost every week. boh.. cintaislove.. no more secrets lg ni.. hehe.. 😉
July 18, 2007 at 1:01 am
think
well, some depts in rba also need to fly often, such as marketing, IT etc, not only the cabin crew. So I think probably the company is rba but don’t know which dept lah. hehe. lurus? ;p
July 18, 2007 at 2:31 am
s
ahha.. dont forget ada jua ministry yg blayar² very often.. as in sumthin sumthin affairs… hehe..
July 18, 2007 at 8:09 am
cintaislove
hehe hi ladies.. yes we do travel, but I can’t tell you what do we do. but for sure we’re not stewards/stewardess/pilots 🙂 and another thing, we don’t travel every week lah BeeZee hehe. In fact this is my 1st travel this year. ‘S’ is right, not only RBA travels, ministries and private sector guys also travels a lot. 😉
July 21, 2007 at 12:29 pm
rose
well, the mfa doesn’t work on fridays, but it seems you guys do work on a friday but not on saturdays. hehe so that kinda narrows it down eh….the mystery continues….
July 21, 2007 at 8:37 pm
cintaislove
rose you narrowed it down to private sectors, well done 🙂
oh well, I don’t think it really matters who we actually are and where we work. We’re just a typical Bruneian lifer living a simple life with less publicity ..and i’m keeping it that way.. heheh