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this short message on MSN from someone ratherly close to me, have got me curious. what was it to tell me about?

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hello peeps! been awhile i didnt update anything on this blog. depsite having my own, sometimes i just have nothing to talk about. i’ve been watching, and been approving some comments that went straight to the spam inbox. afterall, im just the co-writer and Zul have more interesting stories to talked about :)

i’ve been out and about. and busy with work, on the other hand. though it didnt stop me from going abroad for few days.. just for some personal leisure. out there, with a friend of mine, young guys or men, cant stop making a hit on us. they gave us free drinks, phone numbers, dinner treats and so on. as if we’re the most available hot single ladies.

back home, no such thing will ever happen. seriously, what happen here? are they mostly either married, very very unavailable or just plain… no guts to do so?

probably just they way they did it doesn’t impress me at all..

Was it that hard to give attention to your girl although you’re damn busy with work? Does it kill you to say at least a word to her to show that you actually care what she’s saying? What does it makes you look like to make her happy and/or smile to have your eyes looking at her…?

I know, you’re making a living but she needs you to live. Inda pulang begantung nyawa – but please do try to understand what a girl want, what a girl need. Despite the fact if you’re seeing each other everyday (atupun kalau ada chance!) but does it ever cross your mind what she have been through the whole day?

Why does love have to be this way? One is suffering from another’s doing. One is trying so hard to understand and one is… ignoring. While the other is saving the ship, the other is sinking it.

Why cant both try to save it?

**writing this based on my own theory
All I know
Is everything is not as it’s sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I’m not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn’t seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I’m all I’ll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We’ll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that’s wonderful, and that’s life
And that’s you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love
[ Nelly Furtado - Try ]

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im currently in Singapore.

my first day shopping with high heel. mana jauh jalan ku. haha ~ orchard only. atu pun not the whole orchard. hafiz said, i just walked thru 2/5 or sorta. i didnt sleep on my first night here. andangnya kali. the next day, kan jalan 10 to 10 lah konon… tapi bnrnya 11 to 6 saja kami sanggup.ampir2 dah kan ke Sentosa, tpi aku ngusut dah kan balik. kalat mata yaw. nda betidur 12 jam. sampai rumah nda jua tidur. capie jua tu.

hafiz brought me experiencing Singapore using public transportation. riding buses, taking MRT, stopping taxi. which occur to me, life is not owes easy. huhuh ~ macam baru kan sadar bunyinya. mun di brunei ni… malas tah ku kan makai bas. baik ku tidur di rumah dari ku bejalan.

i dont take pictures here. all i care is how much money left, and just do the shopping! more shopping to do later today and tomoro and tomoro and tomoronya lagi….

i take a day leave today. because its my birthday. my 22nd.

i dont wanna say much but all these days i’ve been doin all good. work is great too; i’ve got two good news delivered to me this month. plus, its my birthday today – i could never be any happier. nanti tah i break the news. when everything is really on my hand.

thanks for the write-up zul. i could never wrote any great birthday write-up for anyone. i guess everything will just flow when it really comes from a sincere heart. anyway, later at night im gonna go out have dinner with my bestfren Lizi and a great close fren. and its a must for me to feel the sand on my feet at the empire beach later.

anyway, its my mom’s birthday too. today, she turns 41. so every year me and her could have more than 3 cakes on our birthday. last year we had a cake bought by someone with ‘4021′ carved on it. i love that number. so this year it’ll be ‘4122′.

p/s: how do you ladies could find me? Google Search kah? hehee… sori for not telling- but hey im happy you’re here.

so here i am. deleted my own blog but zul kindly invite me here. i dont know i can contribute as good as i am expected but no hesitation in saying your words. like what i have been told over and over again, ‘i need feedback so tell me your thoughts.’

anyway, no life-related stories for a start. life is good.. work is not bad.. love is the only shuck thing. i’ve been switching my attention from men to books. and so i end up spending more than hundred dollars for 5 books. i pick random books and when i got home, i read all five at their first chapters. but the most that i sayang right now is ‘The Art Of Seduction’ by Robert… ehm, yes Robert. Found it in Booker while waiting for someone. a friend suggest me to buy ‘Secret’ by i-forget-who. yatah kan membali ni. its like a therapy for me.

internet doesnt really help thou. well, it kills your boredom but it doesnt help you to forget instead to remember most. Right?

im on leave for three days but no plan on watsoever except weekend. if im not mistaken it was the last two weeks that i won a movie package of HSBC promo on Financial Planning on KFM. i text ‘em my (life) dream and Tina tarus-tarus read it and i won :D so its either this week, or next week im going to redeem the movie ticket at Empire watching a movie that i have not decide. it will expire on Feb 08 – hope so i wont be so damn busy. you know how things came up at the very lst minute then you have to change your plan.

my access to internet is very limited so i wont respond as fast as zul for any comments. thus, be patient.. and flood this blog with comments! tell me if im talking craps. nites!

Just another private journal, an uneventful life of a man obsessed with his affection. Anonymity is golden. My writings ain't that good, please excuse my grammar mistakes, and the occasional bad language :)

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