Memoirs of a Broken Heart
My baby. I know by know you must have hated me. Hated me for having a weak and fragile heart. Hated me for not giving things another try. Hated me for being weak. Hated me for being silent. Hated me for ignoring you.
My baby. I don’t even know why is this happening. I am in a mess which I don’t even know how to get out of it. I’ve been wandering all day and night not knowing where to go, under the sun, under the rain. Purely a complete mess.
My baby. I don’t know for how long I will survive this cruel world. How I wish your face will be the last I see if I should die. How I wish to hold you when I drew my last breath. But I know that is not going to happen. It’s all because of me, my own foolishness, my own weakness.
My baby. I miss your laughter, your voice, your giggles. I will never ever forget everything about you. Things might be short-lived but this broken heart will always have you written on it.
My baby. I don’t know what else to say, except I love you. RHM.
ps. a song for you.
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February 7, 2011 at 1:12 am
R
May i ask? why did u left..?
February 7, 2011 at 3:20 pm
Zul Cintaislove
I never left, I just needed some time alone. guess it was a foolish decision
February 8, 2011 at 5:24 pm
adriana
elo…why is it guys always make decision like so ‘needed some time’? wat exactly is the real reason behind that? cos sadly enough i was being given the same reason…he never xplained he just go…
February 9, 2011 at 12:21 am
R
i guess it was.. btw did she ever crossed your mind..? i mean have you ever thought to call her…? just to hear her laugh again…
February 9, 2011 at 9:39 am
Zul Cintaislove
Adriana. Good question, not all guys do that. Its just us, it happen when theres just too much things inside our brain, especially when we know that we’re not gonna live long.
R. Yes shes always on my mind, wondering what shes doing every minute and second. Its 9.30am now and i bet she’s at work now. And today is wednesday shes going to work until 7.30pm! And this afternoon shes gonna sleep. Hehe. Yes i wanna hear her laugh again, its just that I cant call her. I’m away and these roaming charges sucks.
February 9, 2011 at 11:16 pm
R
so, if they know that they not gona live long, why don they jus cherish every moment…? instead sit der and waiting for da day to arrive…
February 10, 2011 at 3:24 pm
Zul Cintaislove
Maybe.. When someone is dying, having someone he loves by her side when he drew the last breath sounds sweet, but will she be able to face and go through all that?
February 11, 2011 at 11:49 am
R
i bet she can deal with it.. Sooner o later in life, the things you love you lose…
February 11, 2011 at 6:51 pm
balqiscute
she will understand if she really loves you. she’ll come back to you if she’s the one =)
February 12, 2011 at 3:17 pm
adriana
Yea i agree with R there sooner or later everyone will go but letting go someone u love at the times wen there are jus so much things in ur mind wouldnt makes it feel great either right? in fact u lose someone u can talk n turn too wen u r down its a loss rather than feeling ok…really i just didnt understand the rational behind those reasons..im sorry to be details but so now how do u dealt with the things u once had in ur mind? r u able to cope now that u let her go? sounds like u miss her loads i guess u shud try to do somethng b4 u lose her for good..:)
February 13, 2011 at 3:20 am
Zul Cintaislove
Thanks for sharing guys. R, balqis and adriana. Dont wanna lose her
February 13, 2011 at 3:25 pm
adriana
best of luck then…cheers mate