It’s Been 3 Years

26th November 2008, it’s been 3 years since Late Amy left us, yet everything is still fresh in my mind. On that dark afternoon, I was sitting in front of my PC doing some work. Amal called me, crying, telling me the news. I just couldn’t believe it, I was speechless.. totally speechless. I picked up Amal from work and she was crying all the way while I could not utter a single word. Later that night, we opened our hearts to accept the hard fact. Allah loves Amy more than we do, and life has to go on. May Allah bless Amy.

29th November 2008, it was Amal’s birthday. No celebration this year, I texted her but she didn’t reply until now, I wonder where is she. 3 years ago, we held a celebration, not a grand one though, just gathered our close friends and had dinner under Amal’s treat. It was somewhat a somber night especially when one of the seat was reserved for Late Amy. Amal cried again and I gave her a hug. I bought her roses to cheer her up, and later that night she was a happy girl when I sent her home. Now when I thought of those good ol’ days, I cam feel the space between me and her.

1st December 2008, it was Late Amy’s birthday. She could have been 23 years old now. But she didn’t even make it for her 20th birthday.

And also happy birthday to my Star and Rainbow, many happy returns dear.

I guess the past week has got significant dates for me huh.. Not to mention my Cute Little Hana’s birthday coming up too. Looks like there’s going to be a celebration, I accompanied her pre-ordering her cake yesterday. She’s been a company to me lately, at work, MSN, text messages, as usual with our craziness and jokes. As always, she never failed to cheer my day.