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and I hope a year wiser. Heheh! Well, nothing much on my birthday celebration, just a gathering with Emma and my close friends, eating, laughing, chattering like a bunch of baboons. But it was fun, such a great time which I wished it never ended. Thanks guys, for the great time, the greetings, the food, the gifts, the cake, that cake from Bakerlyn was simply fantastic! What matters most were the thoughts.
As expected, Ayu forgot my birthday, no big deal though, but she text me a day after saying sorry and that she would do anything to make it up to me. This I simply replied, “It’s okay, no worries.” Not that I am expecting anything from her.
And Amal, I also didn’t hear from her. She used to be the first one to greet me, midnight on the dot. But this year I didn’t hear anything from her. But I am not upset about it though, I am just worried whether she is doing okay or not. I know things has been a roller coaster ride for her lately, her phone number always unreachable and all. I wonder if she’s fine out there. And when i didn’t hear anything from her on my birthday, I have a bad feeling that something is going on. I just hope and pray she’s well and happy out there.
I’m tired and very sleepy, I am using the remnants of my energy for today to write this entry. This is my 3rd day of a long day week. Working from morning until late night. It is good money but I know it is not healthy. I just can’t wait for it to be over so I can compensate for my sleep deprivation.
On Thursday I bumped into Ayu again. I was with my Cute Little Hana that time. Somehow marung ia meliat kami, so from a distance, I angkat kirai saja arahnya haha. I don’t know, knowing how me and Cute Little Hana would giggle and joke around if we get together. Cute Little Hana saw her too, and she whispered to me,
“Inda jua payah marung2.”
Haha! Oh well, like the fuck I care anyway. And as my birthday is coming up soon, I am sure she’ll forget again. Not that I am expecting any greetings or rememberance from her though. It just came back to me how she missed my day last year with the reason of ‘forget’ and ‘busy’. What a friend! But at least she gave honest reasons no? Haha!
Looks like I’m gonna be working continuously until 22 August without a single fucking day off. Projects starts today and I’ll be working from 8 am until almost midnight during the weekend. Campur lagi next weekend. This means extra money though, probably lots of em. So yeah. Lantak jer lah. Even at the time of writing ani pun, I am feeling sleepy and tired already, and it’s only the first day. I guess I will be needing free flow of coffee or Red Bull.
Ok it’s almost 5pm now, I need a shower.
I used to be so much in love with this song. Well in fact I still love it. I heard it few days ago on Kristal FM. I still remember this song, it was way back in 1997 I guess, used to be aired on Capital FM. Back then we do not have Limewire or Napster. Maybe there was but I was not aware of its existence yet. I searched high and low for Skunk Anansie CD. I asked my overseas friends to look for it. There was none in Singapore or Malaysia but it was sold in Australia. And guess what? I flew to Australia just to buy the CD. See how crazy I was. Heheh!
Hmm banyak kenangan lagu ani banarnya. We were young back then, not that I am saying that I am old now. Heheh! But yea, those days were so full of memories, full of tears and laughters. And for whoever you are, I just hope you’re feeling happy now.
Malas ku ceta banarnya hehe.. Good night
People asked me why do I have lots of female friends around me. Where are the male counterparts? Sampai ada yang ucap me ani a flirt. Well ada lah sikit2 hehe. But I think friendship has its value no matter what the gender is. Of course I do have close male friends, but most of them are married so we tend not to spend time a lot like those old crazy days. Kalau dulu bah, pukul 3-4 pagi atu, kira awal masih tu. Pukul 11pm baru kan keluar rumah. Yea had my own share of heavy weekends and all with my crazy friends. Now that most of them had settled down, so I guess those crazy days are over.
But we do still meet up for a meal once in a while. If we do, our chemistry is still the same. Still sharing all the same jokes like we did before. These are the values, no matter how distant we are, we are always there for each other, not the slightest change. I met one of my best friends last Sunday. Sam, we were friends since school. He’s got two kids already, but it was good to catch up.
Another thing why I have more female friends around me is my working environment. Somehow I tend to be the only male in my department, tolak the bosses lah. I am what they call the thorn among the roses. Heheh!

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