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Day by day work is getting boring. I’ve never been so bored about work like this before, selama ani I’ve always enjoyed doing what I do. But with the arrival of this new boss, things somehow became different, even my relationship with my colleagues seem to grow cold, except one or two yang sama frequency. I miss my old colleagues back at my old branch, and I really hope our reunion will be damn soon.
Last week I took a day sick leave. I wasn’t really sick though, except maybe ’sakit malas’. And I frankly told the doctor that I am stressed out and tired. So she gave me a day off and asked me to rest. If only she asked how many days I wanted, I could have asked for 3 days at least. And the next day, my colleague lagi report sick, and the next day nya lagi, another colleague reported sick. And I just hope one of these days my boss will realise how a horrible boss she is. Oh well, its Saturday today, and so far aman damai, no calls from my boss or from the office. And I hope this will continue until tomorrow.
I went online few days back when suddenly Ayu nudged me on MSN so I thought I’d just be kind enough to layan her for a while, say hi and all, for old time sake. Apparently it wasn’t her. It was her boyfriend. So we chat for a while, I don’t know if his approach was for the sake of being nice. At first we say hi..bla..bla.. then he started to talk about the Euro 2008 semi finals.. so yea.. me layan lah saja kan. Then it irritates me when he started to ask me questions like, lama sudah kenal Ayu? dari mana you kenal Ayu? selalu jumpa Ayu? selalu bermsg sama Ayu? all those shit! So I decided to ignore saja. Why don’t he asked his Ayu himself? Such an insecure prick! And you know what? His name is also Zul!!!
How would you feel if your boss called you up at 7am on a Sunday morning to do something urgent? Me, I am pissed. I am not a committed staff, I know. I am not paid well for that. I’ve been working on weekends for the past few weekends and I am beginning to hate it. I just can’t wait to move now, or else, I’ll find a new job. That hell place where I work is just purely HELL!
It was a relaxing morning today, deliberately I woke up at 7.10am. 20 minutes in the shower, 10 minutes dressing up, 5 minutes quick breakfast and off to work at 7.45am and nicely parked my car at 8am. A short walk in the cool morning. Ehh cool tia karang, it’s been humid and stuffy kali ah lately ani. And I was sweating profusely once I reached office. And worst, the aircon in our office is not working. Great! Just great!
But yea, I did my work, this and that, kinda busy but manageable. And at around 11am I took out my handphone from it’s pouch and found out there’s one missed call. Timestamped 8.05am, it was a call from..jeng jeng jeng… the winner of the Biscuit of the year award.. Ayu. Hmmm like when she’s not even a stint in my thoughts, suddenly ia timbul and entah apa kah anginnya miss calling me pagi-pagi buta. But I am definitely sure it’s something to do with work. Mesti tu! I might be assuming but I know very well people like this. Well, suck it! I never bothered to respond though, coz I’ve got my own things to do. Hmm banar kan. Udah behajat baru tah timbul! Otherwise, me ani macam inda exist. I’ve had it with so-called “friends” like this. Oh well, human nature, people tend to forget when they’re on high clouds, sudah susah diri jua dicari. Kan kan…
Ok looks like I am really going to move to the old branch, my boss told me and there was no objection. So I guess it’s just a matter of time now, but until I see some papers, I’ll just put the celebration on hold for now. Come to think of it, chances of bumping into Ayu once I move back will be fat. But hey, I can see my sis Cute Little Hana more often jua, More lunches with her, perhaps we can talk about her upcoming engagement.
I just pray the move will be a.s.a.p. I heard they kinda need me back there urgently. Looks like a heap of files gonna wait for me on my old desk. Heh! My old desk, my old pc, must be just the way I left it about 6-7 months ago. Must be kinda dusty by now. Next week I’m gonna have lunch with my ex-colleagues who’s going to be my colleagues once more.
Looks like I’m gonna go back to my old workplace, of course with a better offer, but the only concern is whether my current boss is willing to release me or not. I hope so, I’d love to go back. I still feel comfortable with my previous colleagues, not that I’m saying my current colleagues are not good though, with the exception of one or two. Oh well, I better not be too excited about it, coz for now I can’t say if it’s really going to happen or not.
That day I met Cute Little Hana during lunchtime, after ages we didn’t see each other. We had a little catching up session, so I told her about the offer to go back to the old branch. She raised a little concern, what if “luka lama berdarah kembali?” Meaning, if I go back, I might bump into Ayu again. Well, even with my current location pun, I still bump into her once in a while right. But for the past 2 months, nothing, nada, zip, nil! It’s better that way! I don’t even know if she’s still around or not, but I’m sure she still is.
Bottomline, I’d love to go back. Please pray for me people!
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