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I was listening to my mp3 player when I came across the song Saat Kau Pergi by Bunga Citra Lestari. Memories suddenly came flashing back to 27th November 2005. The day that Late Amy died in a car crash. She was 19, just 3 more days before her 20th birthday. Everything still seems like yesterday, her face, her cute sleepy eyes, her smile, her giggles, her laughter, all which I will never see again, except for some photos of her which I still keep in my pendrive.
It was hard for me, hard for Amal, but it must have been harder for her surviving family members, losing 5 family members at once. How I wish it was not true, I couldn’t believe it when I first heard the news from Amal. Amal cried all the way in my car when I picked her up from work that day, while I hardly speak a word. But we had no choice to to accept the fact.
I know there was something going on between me and her, but things get complicated and we didn’t talk for some time. Until the eve of Hari Raya that year, just few weeks before she died, I sent sms greetings to my friends including her. Basically all Muslim friends in my phonebook. I didn’t expect a reply from her but alas, she was the first to reply. And I still and always remember her reply,
“Zul, ku kan maaf dari hujung kaki ke hujung rambut pasal inda betagur sama u langsung. Selamat Hari Raya.”
I replied, “It’s okay Amy, lupakan tah apa yang sudah2. Friends?”
“Yea, friends!” she replied.
And we made peace amidst the recital of the takbir on that serene and holy night. And when our friendship started to rekindle and flourish, it was time for her to leave us forever, all of a sudden. But then, death comes without a warning, no matter where we are and what we do.
Life has to go on ain’t it? We can’t be sad forever. After all Allah loves her more, nice people are usually taken early. I do miss her at times, especially when hearing to the song. All that’s left are her photos, her many poses, grins and smiles, showing how cheerful and lovely girl she was. Those smile I will never see again, but I know she’s smiling down on us from above.
Have I told you that my Cute Little Hana found herself a new boyfriend? Ok yea, she found one, after her previous boyfriend left her just like that, suddenly disappearing only to be caught with another girl. Cute Little Hana was kinda devastated that time. Udahtah kena tinggalkan, kena marahi lagi tu uleh her mom. Poor Cute Little Hana, she was like confining herself in her room and i was glad I was there to chat with her and cheer her up.
Ok now that she found herself someone new, someone better. They’ve been dating for.. hmm a month or two I guess. And the guy seems to be for real, well, Cute Little Hana has always been for real. Now I don’t know if I should tell this or not, I am just so excited about it. Cute Little Hana told me she’s getting engaged soon, I mean yea, she’s really getting engaged soon. Ain’t it a happy thing to tell? Heheh. I can’t wait to see her on her engagement day. I am just so terribly excited about it and I can’t wait.
When she told me about this new guy some time ago, I told her that if he ever mess with her, I’m gonna beat him up, seriously. I know it’s a primitive thinking but yea, seriously I don’t want people to mess around with her anymore. I am so happy for my Cute Little Hana, she’s been in unsuccessful relationships before, men has been fooling around with her, but she’s a very strong girl despite her petite size. She still kicks ass, Cute Little Hana kali ahh…. adi siapa jua kan! Haha
I don’t mean to be on this hiatus for so long, but hey here I am!
At last I let out my piece of mind to Horny Momma. I told her that what she did, all her feelings for me, etc. it is just so wrong. I feel for her husband and her family. I told her I just want to be friends, not more than that. Somehow she accepted everything and took things nicely. I know I’ve had affairs with someone else’s fiance before and hell no I’m not gonna have an affair with someone else’s wife. It is just so damn wrong! That’s one thing settled.
Nothing much during my hiatus, except I am recovering from my 38 degrees Celsius fever and I had to take sick leave for the first time in 5 years. See, I’m a committed worker kan? And with the workload I am doing, both my real job and my part time work, I had to buy a new laptop, so basically I am sitting in front of 2 laptops on my desk. Ain’t it cool? Huhu! And owh! There’s are ants marching on my desk, I don’t know where the hell they came from. Payah jua manis ani eh :p
I went for dinner at this restaurant tadi, it’s this one restaurant which was a subject of much controversy few weeks back. So I ordered Roti John, and this waiter delivered my order to my table and he suddenly put off my drooling appetite just like that. Why? He stinks! Big time! Hangit yo! Man this restaurant gotta do something about their staff hygiene. Not only their service was kinda slow but having a waiter like that attending customers is such a big tarnish to their reputation. I’ve had unpleasant experiences from this restaurant before anyway, the reason why I dropped by was because it was the closest restaurant with wireless internet I could find earlier. Hmm.. another strike off my list!
Other than that, as you all are aware, the major cyclone in Myanmar and the big earthquake in China. Just a little reminder that our world is getting older.
Hello people. Apparently Horny Momma is on vacation so yea, things seems to be kinda peaceful at work. Aman damai dan permai! Hahah! I can roam freely without having to bump into her. Seriously, I just don’t feel its right. I do love adventures, and yes having an affair with a married woman is indeed an adventure! But heck no, it is nothing but stupidity. And I am well aware that the world is round, what if someday my wife is doing stuffs behind my sorry ass! Adventurous of course, gimme jungles to tread, mountains to conquer, but not some horny scandalous mother.
I remember she told me, she didn’t get the attention and passion she needed from her husband. Hmm.. now where have I heard this before? Just like another Ayu story isn’t it? In fact whatever chemisty she have behind her household doors is purely none of my business. Next week she will be around, oh God! Help me!
I didn’t tell Emma about all this, not that I wanna hide things from her, but she’s got a little bit of poor anger management plus a considerable amount of feminine bravery. Definitely she won’t hesitate to come to my workplace and spit her venom to Horny Momma. I just don’t want to create a scene especially at my work place. Everything is up to me, how to handle unwanted seduction!
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