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Horny Momma spilled the beans, she said she’s in love with me. Reason? Coz she like my openness, kindness, bla bla bla. I guess its sometimes not right to be nice yea. I was like..Ohhhh…. my…. God! Speechless! Out of words! I just don’t know how to reply that email. When I thought I could get rid of Ayu by moving to another branch, I was wrong. In fact I am running into something worst. Horny Momma is in the very same building, just one storey away, in fact with regards to job, we deal directly. Well the easy thing is to ignore and just do things professionally. But I just don’t want to see her, I had to evade and find the right time to enter or leave in order to avoid from bumping into her.
Ada-ada saja bah dunia ani. Payah jua hensem ani ah! Hahaha! I told that to Cute Little Hana and she said, “Abang siapa jua kan.. haha”.
Aku stress, ntah lah macam2 ku stresskan. So many ‘F’-ing things. Life is getting complicated. Very very very the complicated. Maybe I’m just tired, suffering from sleep deprivation. Macam rasa hyper ada jua. Maybe coz I’ve been drinking 3 cup of coffee since this morning. Ntah lah, I just don’t know what to express right now, argh! F!
I’ve been working like a dog for the past 2 weeks, no weekends plus extra hours. But for last Saturday and Sunday, I spend most of it sleeping, compensating for the sleep deprivation I suffered for the past few weeks. Our team is decreasing in number with some of my colleagues got transferred to other sections, that left us with multi-tasks and that idiot Rusty not doing anything about it.
I don’t even have time to spend with Emma, being a career woman, she’s also busy with her tasks. Some of my friends have been bugging me to join them for their almost daily dinner hangout, but I’ve been extremely busy. Oh well, it’s not easy to make a living yea. I know I’m kinda stressed out with so many things lately. My temper is short although I am quick to handle it, I hope.
Another thing, ani yang mahal ni nah. At work, there’s this one horny momma who keeps on emailing me whenever she feel bored. Ok lah I don’t mind a friendly conversation but as we chat along, she started to call me ’sayang’, hmm racun racun! Then she went to another level by starting kinky topics like sensual massage, sexual positions, sensitive parts, etc. Ok, frankly, I am a man, a man loves being naughty, I mean who doesn’t right, especially for a normal person with healthy sexual desires. But but but.. she’s a mother of 3 kids for heaven’s sake. Somehow that turns me off big time. At least it hasn’t crossed my mind to have an affair with a married woman even though I am well aware how thrilling scandalism could become, owing to the fact that it is the ‘in’ trend nowadays.
Apparently, I wasn’t the only one. She also chat up one of my male colleagues the same way. He just cut it short, he stopped replying any of her emails, which I think I should do the same. She’s just a cockteaser after all, I wonder why on earth is she doing that. What’s her motive? Just another Ina I guess, only realising she is not happy after her marriage.
Oh well, dunia…dunia…
I stumbled upon this blog, so check it out for yourselves. If you have something to confess, something to let out of your system, there’s the place, you can do it anonymously. I don’t know if I have any confessions myself but I thinkI’ve let out everything here in my blog.
I’ve read through some confessions in it and believe me, there are just lots of things going on out there.
You know it really pissed me off when a superior asked me to do something, draft a report to be exact, and end of the day they became unhappy with what I did for them. So yea, I boggled my brain and out came something which I am sure it met the required standards. But then this superior complained about this and that, atu salah ini salah. So I just said,
“Tell you what, why don’t you just do it yourself if you know what you really want!”
She just chuckled, I hung up the phone. She is a superior allright, but like I care, I don’t report to her anyway. Really, I’m tired of working with jokers like them. Most of the people who ran the show at my workplace are sickening, self-centered and egocentric. Thinks highly of themselves, not to mention apple-polishers. Doing suck up jobs even if they have to rub horse-shit to their own faces, you can imagine what they do to their subordinates when they even dare to become scapegoats themselves.
Oh well, I know I just pissed with a lot of things around me! Especially with people like Ayu, who only need me when she needed assistance on work related stuff. Other than that, I don’t exist in her life. People like Ina, who keeps on bugging me, saying she sayang me and miss me and all. Hmm I wonder whose face she imagined when her husband boned her at night. LOL! And furthermore, I remember she once mentioned that we cannot see each other, just comm through MSN or phone. Like WTF?! Even if she’s very single, what kind of relationship is that? Baik ku becinta sama telepon kan! Oh well, human being with their million and one behaviour.
Tina called me yesterday to inform me that she’s leaving the organisation to join another company. Her last day will be tomorrow. Awwww that’s sad right? Just when we’re starting to develop a friendship, it has to be cut short. Oh well, we’ve exchanged phone numbers so yea, we still can keep in touch. Furthermore her new company is just across the road. Of course we still can meet up for lunch or something kan hehe.
Had a long talk with her during lunchtime yesterday plang, found out that she’s already engaged. heheh! If she’s gone, there won’t be anymore sunshine I can see in this building, especially at times when work and the pricks gets on my nerve.
I’ve got a lot of work to do actually, not my office work, but it’s my business work. Basically I’m working the whole span of the 7 days a week with only 6 hours of sleep every night. My eyebags are getting heavier, if the bags were filled with gold-dust, I’d be a millionnaire by now. So yea, that’s one of the reason of my lack of updates, but now here I am, sparing few minutes to let out and talk with my fingers.
Now let’s talk about this new boss of mine. Rusty is a dork, geek, nerd, whatever you wanna call it. We somehow came from the same level although I am few years senior than him in the corporation. When suddenly he was entrusted with power, things sort of changed. He’s not the Rusty we used to know, even his walk changed, chest up floating in the sky. See how power change people. He gives instruction without diplomacy. Really! Membari kan menampar. If it was back in the schooldays, such a dork like him, ku kerajakan sudah ni belakang kantin. He’s the reason I am not looking for another week in hell especially having to see his face and that thick glasses.
Remember Ina? The girl I used to have affair some two years ago, that was before I met Ayu. Now she’s married with one kid, and guess what? She contacted me and said she miss me bla bla bla… still syg u..bla bla bla… I was like WTF?! And she said she still wanna be with me but with one condition, only on phone or MSN, we cannot see each other! Another WTF! Baik tah becinta sama telipon nah! Oh well, not worth my cent. Ini macam punya orang mun masih ada ini dunia punya dalam!
I’m really really sorry for the lack of updates. It’s not that I do not have any stories to share but it’s just my career. Although I’m slowly blending in with my new colleagues, one thing we gotta cope up with is our prick boss Rusty. Yea I’m saying his name coz he’s getting on our nerves so I gotta let it out! You see how people change with power and money. I’ve been working with a lot of Caucasian guys and they were all nice and fun to work with. But Rusty, he’s one big pain in the neck, running things to his own interest, likes to assert his power and never listen to our feedback. I am still in my patience right now but one of these days, if he’s not careful, I will explode and I do not care what will be the consequences!
Oh well, remember I mentioned in the last post about that pretty girl in the building? Heheh! Her name is Tina and lately I’ve been dealing work with her a lot. We haven’t got the chance to get to know each other, our relation is purely professional. She doesn’t talk much I guess, except for that sparkling sunshine smile she always threw at me everytime I passed by her office. And everytime she need something from our office, she would always look for me. I guess it’s better this way, nothing wrong sort of admiring someone’s beauty and keeping it to myself, except in this blog and to you readers of course. Lagipun, I don’t know her background at all, her age, her relationship status, where she lives, etc. Pokoknya, just by looking at her face, I feel soothed from the temper pandemic caused by Rusty. Heheh! Don’t worry guys, I might be naughty, but I don’t cheat. I hope!
I guess everybody knows about the pau with pork enzyme story! Hmm baik jua ku inda berapa suka makan in that restaurant, don’t wanna mention the name though, but I guess you all know. Yea it’s never a favourite for me, coz the service is always slow. But what they did with the pau is so unacceptable. And I don’t know whats their motive. Hmm, pada siapa2 yang pernah termakan, may God forgive them, it’s not their fault anyway, bukannya durang tau kan. And to the restaurant, I hope you do something about this although I know it’s too late for recovery.
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