Seriously I’m getting bored of my job. I’ve had enough of having to work on weekends without pay. I can get lieu days though but with this kind of work load, I don’t even know when I’m going to take my lieu days. If only overtimes are paid in cash, I’ll be a happy camper and I don’t mind working 7 days a week. With all the suck-up jobs I have to do, I think it’s just not worth my time, especially with people around me pushing around and stepping on other people’s head to get themselves to the top.

By having to work on weekends, I didn’t get to see much of Emma lately. The worst thing is she’s also busy with her work. Our meetings were squeezed between our busy schedules, only for a quick meal or something. All this is giving me a strong determination to quit my job and do my own business which I know is not easy in this dog eat dog world. I can only pray to God to give me strength. I miss my old place and my previous colleagues. Coz no matter how our bosses pressure us, we were always there to back up each other.