You are currently browsing the monthly archive for January, 2008.
Just a heads up. I’ll be busy for the next few days with some assignments and I don’t know if I can squeeze few minutes to update this blog. But if I do find the time, I will post something, don’t worry.
Today, I went to my old branch to settle some paperworks. I was busy calling and meeting people here and there, when suddenly I saw you know who from a distance. I can see she was looking at me, I was on the handphone so yea, I didn’t get to talk to her. Plus, the moment I saw her, I somehow stopped walking and turned back and then lingered around while talking to a client on my handphone. So we just exchanged relatively simple body language greetings from a far, somewhat an eyebrow gesture from me. Seeing me on the phone, she just passed by me. Phew! I think I was kinda obvious in avoiding her, but well, who gives a damn!
Again, coincidentally Niza witnessed the whole ‘near-collision’ again. In fact she was the one who felt the anxiety of having me bump into you know who. Heheh!
You know who was actually undergoing some sort of an appraisal exam today and I found out from a reliable source that she failed the exam. My God, I don’t know what is she up to, now that she’s letting her career thrashed down the drain. Is she distressed? If so, I know for sure that I’ve got nothing to do with it and I don’t think she is distressed much nowadays since she’s got someone new to love. Or maybe it’s because things between her and the (ex) fiance is still hanging. Again, from a reliable source, I was told that her the guy didn’t want to call off the engagement no matter what happens.
Oh well, I know this has got nothing to do with me anymore. I was just sharing updates here, or in other words, bitching! Hahah!
By the way, Fizz’s recent post ‘Stargazing’ is password protected, if you wish to view it, you may email her at nrhfzh@gmail.com. But it’s up to her discretion whether to approve it or not. No harm in trying though, it’s best if you could identify yourself to her, but still, it’s entirely up to her.
I hate Mondays, two days off during the weekend wasn’t enough for me. Seriously I need a very long vacation. No work, no phonecalls, no nothing. At work, people around me are beginning to behave like pricks, each of them with their own interests. Nothing compares to my previous colleagues who I clicked so well with them. More reshuffling on the way, those who are close to me are getting transferred soon, seems like I’m gonna be a loner here. Deep inside I pray so that I will be transferred to my previous branch.
Anyway my depression eased a bit when I get to see My Star and Rainbow Eza for a while. It was a busy day for us but a few minutes with her is enough to make my day today. It’s not everyday that I get to see her. And Fizz, she’s in Singapore right now, shop till you drop girl! And Cute Little Hana, she’s sad over something right now, all about men! Cheer up sista!
My weekend, I spent as much of it resting, compensating for the lack of sleep during the week. Watched Rambo 4 with Emma on Friday, while Saturday she went for a party. I didn’t come though because it’s her time with her friends. One thing about Emma, she love dancing and parties. Well, as long as she’s not over the limits, I am fine with it. She knows the rules. I know I easily trust people, sometimes to the extent of giving too much freedom. I gave too much freedom to my ex-girlfriend and she abused the trust. But yea I think I can trust Emma.
So I spent my Saturday night with nothing much to do except lazing around. There was a bloggers’ gathering in KB and a blogger friend wanted to take me there. I would have attended anonymously but hey, it was by invitation only. Heheh!
im currently in Singapore.
my first day shopping with high heel. mana jauh jalan ku. haha ~ orchard only. atu pun not the whole orchard. hafiz said, i just walked thru 2/5 or sorta. i didnt sleep on my first night here. andangnya kali. the next day, kan jalan 10 to 10 lah konon… tapi bnrnya 11 to 6 saja kami sanggup.ampir2 dah kan ke Sentosa, tpi aku ngusut dah kan balik. kalat mata yaw. nda betidur 12 jam. sampai rumah nda jua tidur. capie jua tu.
hafiz brought me experiencing Singapore using public transportation. riding buses, taking MRT, stopping taxi. which occur to me, life is not owes easy. huhuh ~ macam baru kan sadar bunyinya. mun di brunei ni… malas tah ku kan makai bas. baik ku tidur di rumah dari ku bejalan.
i dont take pictures here. all i care is how much money left, and just do the shopping! more shopping to do later today and tomoro and tomoro and tomoronya lagi….
I bumped into you know who last Monday. I know this is bound to happen as long as I am still under the same damn ‘roof’ with her despite our separate locations. Luckily I was preoccupied talking with a chatty old friend of mine. I know she wanted to talk to me though but at the same time her phone rang and she was talking with the caller in such a romantic tone. Must be her new boyfriend, although the last I heard was that things are still hanging between her and her fiance. In other words, she still has the ring!
So yea! I didn’t get to talk to her, thanks to my chatty old friend. Furthermore I was in a bit of a rush. My friend Niza was there to witness the whole event and she could see that I was kind of nervous. Hell yea, I was in a cold and trembling all over. Niza laughed a bit although I know she emphatised what have I gone through. Oh well! The moment I got back to my office, I was back to normal.
If you’re mad with someone, and nobody’s there to fix the situation…. You fix it. Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend. And if u don’t, tomorrow can be too late.
If you’re in love with somebody, but that person doesn’t know… tell her/him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you. And if you don’t say it, tomorrow can be too late.
If you really want to kiss somebody… kiss her/him. Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too. And if you don’t kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late.
If you still love a person that you think has forgotten you… tell her/him. Maybe that person has always loved you. And if you don’t tell her/him today, tomorrow can be too late.
If you need a hug of a friend… ask her/him for it. Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don’t ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.
If you really have friends who you appreciate.. .. tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don’t and they leave or go far away today, tomorrow can be too late.
If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them… do it. Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don’t and they leave today, and then tomorrow can be too late.
Everytime I got online, one of the first websites I go to would be Facebook. I’m kinda addicted to it especially with it’s extensive sorts of applications and all. Since I’ve known Facebook, I totally forgot my Friendster password! So yea, it’s gonna be Facebook from now on.
So add me..
Emma’s birthday is coming and I don’t know what to buy her. Believe me I am a sucker when it comes to gifts ideas. Like I totally do not know what to buy for someone unless I know what does the person wants, if it is within my budget that is. So people, any suggestions?
i take a day leave today. because its my birthday. my 22nd.
i dont wanna say much but all these days i’ve been doin all good. work is great too; i’ve got two good news delivered to me this month. plus, its my birthday today – i could never be any happier. nanti tah i break the news. when everything is really on my hand.
thanks for the write-up zul. i could never wrote any great birthday write-up for anyone. i guess everything will just flow when it really comes from a sincere heart. anyway, later at night im gonna go out have dinner with my bestfren Lizi and a great close fren. and its a must for me to feel the sand on my feet at the empire beach later.
anyway, its my mom’s birthday too. today, she turns 41. so every year me and her could have more than 3 cakes on our birthday. last year we had a cake bought by someone with ‘4021′ carved on it. i love that number. so this year it’ll be ‘4122′.
p/s: how do you ladies could find me? Google Search kah? hehee… sori for not telling- but hey im happy you’re here.
It’s 18th January and it’s Fizz’s birthday. Wishing you happy birthday and may Allah bestow you with success, happiness and all the good things in life. Fizzy, life was not that easy for you for the past year but I am sure there are good things waiting for you in your future. You are a strong girl, just the way you gave me strength to face my life. I hope you enjoy your day ahead and hope to hang out with again real soon.
Sorry guys, I haven’t been writing much for the past few days. It’s just work, you know when you reach a certain level where you have to put in extra commitment into it, show some face during events and all, although honestly I am not that type of person who is willing to make extra effort. I am an 8 to 5 worker but with my responsibilities, it means extra hours sometimes.
Hot story? Well actually there is. Last two days I received a message on my MSN which said “I still syg kan u!”. It’s from you know who. It sent a cold gust all over me but hey, they’re just typed words. Love requires more than just words to proof!
For some reasons, I am somehow not happy with my current job. The money is okay though but I think its the environment and the workload. Not to mention the female colleagues being grossed out with the presence of perverts in the office. I miss the old place, the old colleagues and people there, except the bosses of course. Bosses are all the same, although now I have to admit that my old bosses are a bit, just a bit better.
I don’t know if I should get myself transferred back to the old branch, somehow it crossed my mind. I might earn less if I go back owing to the fact that I get less burden on my shoulders, but at least I am happy. Frankly, nothing beats my old lovely colleagues. And yes, there will be chances of me getting to work with someone I don’t wish to see, but then with my current duties, I still get to see that person. So it doesn’t make any difference. At times I thought of finding a new job somewhere else, which I already started. I’ve sent my CV here and there and I hope I will get someone’s attention very soon.
Life! There’s just so many things to think of. Problems are never ending. They come one after another. You settle one thing, there might be 10 more coming. Oh well! It’s just life! Or else it won’t be called life yea. So just face it, because there’s always a reason for everything that happens.
The freakin’ event went well today especially with no unwanted faces around. Heheh! And oh! Someone from Cinta Is Love Season 1 left me numerous messages on my MSN yesterday. Messages like:
“I miss you”
“Nda mo layan me lagi kah?”
“Selalunya you msg me but you macam nda mo layan me lagi sejak2 ani.”
And more. All of them I didn’t reply a single letter. I don’t care what she will say and think of me now but all I can say is that there’s an ultra slim chance she will make a recurring role here in Season 2.
We’re celebrating New Year again, wishing you all Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah 1429H and hope this year brings good things to us all. It might be a public holiday tomorrow but unfortunately not for me. Again, another freakin’ corporate event on a freakin’ public holiday, whoever’s genius buttkissing idea it was. God bless them. And on top of that, I’d get anxious about our events, you know how I might have to work with someone I DO NOT wish to meet anymore! I just hope and pray that’s not going to happen tomorrow.
I’ve got stories to share though but I’ll save it for the next post. Plus I’m kinda sleepy already. Laters..
I’m too sleepy to do any moving around today so here I am, in front of my PC and blogging. Didn’t sleep well last night, the roar of the thunder was deafening as if it had struck right outside my window. I only managed to get some beauty sleep around 5am but I had to get up 45 minutes later. When I stepped into the office, my colleagues actually experienced the same, except one who didn’t even know there was a thunderstorm.
Nothing much happened during the past few days. Things has been quiet and peaceful, especially without any unwanted phonecalls or texts. Most of the weekend I spent playing Guitar Heroes with Emma. E-speed seems to suck hence the lack of entries for the past two days. Went to ICC to see the Consumer and Food fair last Sunday and I met My Star and Rainbow. I know I owe her a coffee session, hopefully I can take her out for it soon before her semester begins.
I just found out there’s been some ’spices’ in my work environment. A colleague apparently burst into her emotions when she can’t take anymore of some sexual harrassment she received from someone. To my shock, I didn’t expect a person of prestige and respectable like this someone could do such a thing. Seriously, it made me lose respect. Well, men! Sometime they let the ‘little brain’ down there do the thinking. I have been in tempting situations with a woman, sitting just the two of us in the car at a dark parking area. Yet nothing kinky happened, it’s all a matter of respecting the woman. Women are meant to be loved, not to be treated like some kind of a toy!
Hello people, I hope it’s not too late to wish you all once again a happy new year 2008. I’ve been quite busy for the past few days starting from the new year’s eve. Nothing much except a little family barbeque and howl like hyenas with my cousins the whole night. Emma had her own family thingy so yea, we weren’t together for the countdown. Too bad huh? My first day of the year, it started with a ‘poisoning’ attempt by you-know-who. I found out she has got someone else in mind and that strongly suggests that she’s been fake with whatever happened between us all this while. It’s true when Fizz said I am the last person to realise this but I am swallowing the bitter pill. So for 2008, I’m closing her file and toss it into the shredder. For good!
Poor Emma, she’s been longing to go out with me for a movie or something. But for the past few days, work came like rain. As expected the beginning of a year, everybody is back from holidays so papers starts to stack on our desks. Thanks to a colleague who speaks bad language, I am beginning to swear already especially when things became hectic. F this and F that, shit this and shit that, freakin’ this and freakin’ that! When papers and emails keeps coming in and when the phone starts ringing endlessly, that’s the time when colourful words lingered in the office atmosphere. It’s stressful sometimes, but when things cool down, we just laughed it off. I guess that’s the best way to manage it no?
And today, I finally finished my project for a client and of course, with someone who is so damn particular about little things, I’m expecting some bad feedback from them. The hell with it! Time to wind down, so went for dinner and movie with Emma. We watched Warlords and I fell asleep except during the battle scenes. Guess you all can guess what’s my review for that movie then. After all, I just wanted to spend time with Emma.
I’ve been tired and in need of sleep, last night I chat with Cute Little Hana until 2.3opm, nothing but our usual crap but of course, Cute Little Hana never failed to make my day. If she wasn’t sleepy, we could have carried on forever with all our bullshit. Or is it just because we haven’t seen each other for a while now and we kinda miss each other. At least I do though, I don’t know about her, that cute little sis of mine. Heheh!
My new year resolution. I don’t even know if I have any. A new year is just another new year for me, but one thing for sure, I need to do more sports like I used to do. And apart from that, I want to find another and better job plus I need to do more time on my part time business. Hmm, that’s 3 resolution already!
Oh yea. Remember I once mentioned I used to have a fling with Ina who was engaged? She was on MSN earlier today and she still call me ’sayang’ despite the fact that she’s now a mother already. I was like what the F! These people are just good for one thing huh? Poisoning! Good that I’ve shreded her file ages ago, so yea, the poison didn’t have any effect at all! I just need stocks of serum, just in case! Apakanz.. Heheh!
Recent Comments